trying to be productive!

OK. So, I got this weekly plan of what are the topics I need to study. For what, you may ask? Well, I actually decided to sacrifice being an independent, employed woman in exchange for the luxury to spend more time to study for my comprehensive exam, a qualifying test so I can proceed to doing (and eventually, defending) my thesis. Yes, I am a masters student, enrolled in CNU's MSN program specializing in Med-Surg, which is not really something to be unfocused about. The whole subject is so broad that I almost feel overwhelmed of how I could manage to fit almost everything in my head! I mean, in every disease up to how it happens and how it is treated all contributes to an impending panic attack (that I can overcome in time). I really need to be motivated; my eyes are glued on the TV or on my laptop. It seems that distractions are more important than actually studying! I guess that is why they call it 'distractions'! I really, really, really need to study. Seriously.

So I browsed online on tips on how to study effectively; unfortunately, I already know most of those "healthy study practices". It is just ridiculous how my mind cannot wrap around the fact that I really need to concentrate; if I can just make time stop for me, I can totally control this overwhelming feeling! Who wouldn't want that extraordinary ability, right? I was watching 'No Ordinary Family' and I just envy their powers! I would like to have the boy's superhuman intelligence ability - that would certainly make everything effortless; or, I could do away with their mum's speed power so I can breeze through my notes! Or, I could have that girl's ability to read other people's thoughts, so I could copy off the answers! Wouldn't that be grand??? HAHA. Sadly, I don't have access to those, nor do I have the time to be exposed in nuclear radiation and evolve into a mutant.

Oh, well. It is another week, and I am just gonna change my plan...hopefully it works. *crossed fingers* God help me!